Anorexia

Bear with me
I have been given much
but received little

steeped in refusal
where blades of hunger
keep despair at bay

concealing rings
of whorled memories
midnight hands insisting

no mercy in my morning tea
not noticing the warm rain floating
over fallow land

not noticing
the piles of pineapples, of pears
of cheeses and chocolates
on an empty plate