Carrying Instructions

To dowse is to search, with the aid of simple handheld tools or instruments, for that which is otherwise hidden from view or knowledge. 

The British Society of Dowsers

Dowsing is very literal. The key to asking the right question correctly is to first realize that one question is almost never going to get the answer. 

The American Society of Dowsers

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      1.

I receive a neuropsychological report as part of legal proceedings after a head-on collision with a car. This is a page from that report.

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Dowsing Question

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Putnam genealogy from the author’s family Bible

 

      2.

From: Jane P. PERRY <jpperry@*******.***>
Sent: Saturday, February 12, 2022 1:44 PM
To: Diane Rapaport <diane@*******.***>
Subject: Family History Research Query

Dear Diane Rapaport,

I hope you are safe and well and have everything you need. 

I am interested in discussing your services for Family History Research. Specifically, I would like clarity on two family stories. 

  1. We are purportedly related to the Putnams (who isn’t if your family lived in Salem Village in the 1600’s). My middle name is Putnam, and my Great, Great Grandfather Horatio Perry (b. 1816) married Serena Putnam (b.1818), which explains it, but I would like help learning which branch of the Putnam tree Serena came from, especially because of family story #2.   
  2. My mother told me we are related to Rebecca Nurse, who was accused of being a witch in 1692 by the Putnam family and who was executed by hanging in Salem, Massachusetts.

I have begun research numerous times and have collected all manner of scraps of paper, as well as some family ephemera, but I feel in a vortex. Are my needs of interest to you?

Take care and please be safe,

Jane Putnam Perry

 

Dowsing Question

I feel in a vortex. Are my needs of interest to you?

 

      3.

mud sticks

weighting my lineage

I come from soul

sacred soil

a mystery of possibilities

 

fractured fissured clay

like a heart hardened under horror

generations of passed down hurt 

clotted footsteps of the booted

seeking relief from their rage and harms

 

saturate the blessed threshold

draw into the cracks

rest my language

holiness is mindful

blood and water and ethers exhumed

 

the short-eared rabbit nibbles

tender rain-soaked, sun-lifted leafing

what kind of cloud calls out

a vertical stack like layers under my feet

exhale this d’earthly drought

 

    4.

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Diane Rapaport <diane@*******.***>

Sunday, Nov. 13, 2022, 7:25AM

to me

 

Hi Jane,

I have confirmed that Rebecca Nurse was not your direct ancestor, but you are a cousin of her great great grandson, Benjamin Nurse, because one of your Putnam great-great etc. aunts married Rebecca’s great grandson. I’ve also found the deed of Benjamin Nurse’s sale of the Rebecca Nurse farm to your 5th great grandfather Phineas Putnam in 1784. The Nurse homestead became your family homestead. That homestead remained in your own Putnam family for generations thereafter. You are directly connected to the land that Rebecca Nurse and her family called home.

As to the 1692 Putnam accusers of Rebecca Nurse, the published Putnam family history that I’ve mentioned, which seems pretty reliable (and I’ll send you copies of relevant pages with my report), has some extended commentary about your 8th great grandfather Nathaniel Putnam. As you undoubtedly know, Nathaniel was a supporter of Rev. Samuel Parris and believed in witchcraft, but Nathaniel signed a petition in support of Rebecca Nurse in June 1692. He did accuse two other women of witchcraft, however, both of whom were executed.

Best regards,

Diane

 

Diane Rapaport

Professional Genealogist

 

Dowsing Question

“How must it feel to find yourself face-to-face with someone who has made it clear that he has the power to bring your world to an end, and has every intention of doing so?” ~ Amitav Ghosh in The Nutmeg’s Curse: Parables for a Planet in Crisis

 

       5.

water in water out 

reckoning the sacred creation

yoni from my childhood

bring forth my inheritance

 

wrap my memories

sand warm and shaping

bury us

so only our faces show

 

rhythms spray spirit

sun breaks into pieces

sparkling lens

what a nice day

 

dulse source of minerals 

harvested in the atlantic 

eat it raw

take my children

 

my mother’s ashes

in smooth stones

a berm separating water from residence

but really connecting the two

 

      6.

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This window was owned by Rebecca (Towne) Nurse’s birth family, photo by the author taken at “The Salem Witch Trials: Reckoning & Reclaiming” exhibit viewed at the New-York Historical Society Museum & Library, on loan from the originally-curated Peabody Essex Museum exhibit of the same title.

 

Dowsing Question

“In moments of injustice, what role do we play?” ~ asked by the New-York Historical Society Museum & Library exhibit “The Salem Witch Trials: Reckoning & Reclaiming”

 

      7.

strong brown moist loam

a history of breaking down and rising

the soul spirit of maghemite

magnetically removing contaminants

 

sun-lit glittering ripples running

like a school of baby mackerel

jubilant ribbons of iridescent yellow green

a commune of sparkles

 

calling me to the shore 

to wade amongst the resting matriarchs 

their manes of bladderwrack

breathing with the tide

 

dissolved salts, minerals, and ions

not impurities but part of the ancestral sitting with

filtered to purity 

would burn your insides

 

a plop of rain meets ground

trickles over stone and soil

scrapes against fish and gill

carrying this story in ecological DNA

 

      8.

Water, a spirit puppet brought forth by the Nonviolent Direct Action Art Team of 1000 Grandmothers for Future Generations.

Photo Credit: Peg Hunter, journal.rawearthworks.com