CLASS REUNION, HOMECOMING

“You sure take a lot of sunrise photos,” the gray-haired woman who used to be drill team captain
tells me when I scroll through my iPhone library to show grandchildren photos. No matter how
much cake, or punch, or how many balloons, if not for the yearbook senior snapshots on our
name tags, I wouldn’t know anyone. Did I even really know them when we graduated together in
1975? Decades of separation reunited. Captain Carry sees my shot of the river iced over, snow
frosting the bare trees. “We’re in the winter of our lives,” she proclaims and sips white wine from
a plastic cup. “No, this is fall, maybe even Indian summer. Is the phrase ‘Indian summer’
politically incorrect?” Photos flicker almost like a movie until I find the new baby photo. I hold
my granddaughter in the chosen frame. Her open baby eyes are locked with mine. I have some
knowing glance of adoration that responds to her blank curiosity, almost an unspoken prophecy
of love beyond the overlap of mortal time. Yes, the days are getting shorter, but my garden is
full—some tomatoes still green, some red and ripe, some rotting on the vine. The boys of
summer have finished their pennant race. The World Series is here. Football is robust and
populated with Swifties. Anyway, I like winter. I don’t ski. I hate being cold, but when I go back
home after this reunion, back north, I will again be transformed into a child when I watch snow
fall. Landscapes draped in white-cold sparkle. Leafless, tired vistas brand-new when frozen. She
says, “So cute” in response to the grandchild picture and shows me her own shared albums. So
goes the evening while the DJ blasts oldies. Tomorrow, I’ll return to retired status. But at this dance I’m suspended in a snow day, some surprise reprieve from the anxiety of exams—the
hidden relief from the blizzard of childhood.