arcs and keystone wedges          hold up the reverberating          font at the end of the aqueduct

                                                         holy –

                             slicing trout speared                      on green fronds         smoke

                                                          holy –

                new blooms bounce down          browbeaten stones

                                                           holy –

                 Chase        the path   empty     and remember

                                                           holy –

yesterday         my father called     and cried to me for the first time

                                                            holy –

today     my mother called and worried aloud   about the night

                                                             holy-

              holy is the benign suddenness     of the sun    shining on a son for the first time

                                                                                       alone

                                             in a country trying to kill   his beloved

                                                              holy –

holy the beloved

                            holy the boys      in their flower beds             still afraid of their own wanting

                                                              holy –

holy the boys who leave prongs in their ribs

              holy the boys who remove the spears

                                                                        let their blood water the chrysanthemums

                                                              holy-

                                                              holy-

today       is the first time i circled an entire lake      twice               without entering

today       i carried extra ointment            waiting      for the wounds to open and bleed

today       i counted the stones            as they dropped into my pockets

today       i looked at water                                  and did not come up drowned

Cover art: “Infrared Dreams 3” by Jason St. Clair

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Andrew Mercer

Andrew Mercer was born in the high deserts of northern Nevada and seems to be stuck in the sagebrush and wind. He gained his MFA from Saint Mary’s College of California. He currently lives outside in ID with his wife and 2 children. His work has been published in Dunes Review and The Meadow and is forthcoming in Sonora Review.