volume 17.0

Melissa Rudick, Kye Roper, Angela Townsend, Emily Hall, Rebekah Chan, Ashley Espinoza, Sofia Fall, Ashley Hoiland, Erica Reid, Joshua Kulseth, James Engelhardt, Jacklin Farley, Angela Williamson, Rebecca O'Bern, Dante Novario, Jarred Mercer, Neal Allen Shipley, Cindy Milwe, E.G. Reilly, Jessica Poli, Emma Galloway

FICTION

close-up image of rusted barbwire
We sit on the toilet, our inside-pants around our ankles. We sprawl on IKEA couches covered in weighted blankets.
A collage of women, cut out from catalogs or magazines, standing next to giant baby ruth candy bars
A man steps out of his suburban home at the cul-de-sac end, wearing the contemporary attire one might expect a middle-aged member of the bougie class to wear on a casual Saturday morning...
A chaotic cacophony of rubber hose cartoon arms, flowers, and longboards.
We did not see the mermaids coming, but surprise is the prerogative of mythical creatures and Executive Vice Presidents.

NON-FICTION

Bright illustration of an orange cat or tiger near a pink flower with an abstract background
Before my husband Fausto and I made the fourteen-hour drive to Maine, he asked if we were going to scatter our dog’s ashes in the ocean there.
drawing of a bar with bottles lining shelves against a bright red background and blue floor
Dear Shell, I am writing to remember that time in your car, or perhaps mine.
A figure stands in front of a wall with news clippings adorning it, their face is blurred.
After my car slid on the ice and another car hit me. After you had said you weren’t sure you wanted to be a father.

POETRY

two orange flowers in a vase with a shadow of an insect cast over the scene
I used to run up there on Perseverance Trail when I lived in the apartment on top of Gold Street where it met Basin Road and all I had to do all day was run or walk for miles in the rain…
abstracted brown and blue colors bleed across a dark background
Last night my daughter came to the side of the bed with a nightmare still in her eyelids.
a collage showing a white dove sitting on a hand wearing a red glove
I store recordings of birdsong on my phone. I don’t know which birds, or how to learn…
Abstract color shapes in red and orange across a light blue background
It was my birthday and we stood—you, beautiful, youthful; me, spectacled, unable for the life of me to comb my hair correctly—in the lobby of a hibachi steak house.
Colorful landscape with bright orange mountains casting a purple shadow agains rolling green hills and valleys
The lake is only a lake because water. Time filled the valley, drowned the stream,..
A collage of color palettes (Costa Rica Blue, Blue Ocean, etc.) with the bottom half of a smiling face cut out of a vintage photograph.
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to be real. Between meals, I pinch up belly fat, chubby bunny marshmallow bites sandwiched by my suspicious fingertips.
Black and white sketch of tree branches above vivisected brick structures and the roots below.
Everything exists within the skin on a hot night in a house permeable by bugs, open windows begging for rain.
water lilies with embroidered or drawn lines over the top
The bay window opens to the north. It’s foggy out. I grab the gray, knitted sweater you bought my last birthday.
Vivid strokes of paint and water color.
I ate the cat. It was the first Tuesday of winter and I was missing you.
Two feminine faces, mirroring one another, form amidst splotches of vivid water color.
I saw scenes of war that made me, held the dying child and bleeding mother, watched the man who never lived without shaking shake until he didn’t live.
a naked swimmer behind the surface of the water is distorted by the ripples on the water
When I was thirteen, huddled around a portable DVD player with other guys from my class.
close-up of bright multicolored knitted dots
In high school, I wore sweatpants, refused to brush my hair. Each day, I chose a button to pin onto my tank.
Abstracted painting of a woman holding a rosary with golden symbols overlaying the image
This summer is exhausted with holding me—the swollen heat, my walls weeping blood…
Abstracted painted orange rectangles on a black field
With her hands, she asks my body to let go of what it’s carrying.
An embroidered gown that appears sitting on the ground.
There’s an ache in my heart like an ache in the jaw— a raw, swollen contusion of gums and teeth…